Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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10:16 am - a little update.
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Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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9:24 am - its about friggin time...
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I got my liscense this morning at 8:25 am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
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12:41 pm - dmv blows....
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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9:39 pm - prom?
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I'm guess i'm going to prom, i dont go to my high school anymore and I still get asked.
But the group i'll be going with sounds awesome and the kid that asked me to go with is rad too. I dont have to pay for anything, except looking nice.
June 5th is the big night. yippee!
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12:11 am - my day..
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today was decent, nothing that special happened at all. I've actually been in sort of a morose type of mood. It's upsetting because I don't want others i'm around to think i'm mad at them, or mad at all, but they do, then I have to answer to those questions of sympathy, "what's a matter, are you ok?, don't be mad at me."..
I went today class for the first time in 2 weeks, found out i have a test on wednesday that I know nothing on. I can't find my notebook either. fuck.
AJ took awhile to pick me up, but still nice that he does that for me.
Went to his house with the plan to workout, but my migrane was getting the best of me and instead I sat around until he had to leave and go to some interview.
After that I rented Big Fish, Last Samurai and Standing in the Shadows of Motown. Fell asleep watching the last samurai and then watched big fish just now with AJ and Chris. It was an ok movie, I liked it mainly because it's alot different than the norm and it was uplifting, not enough to make me cry.
I should probably go to bed soon, but I wont. I have to be at work tomorrow at 730am, only for about an hour too, just for some meeting with a company's rep. bust!.
We'll see what falls with tomorrow. Hopefully my mood changes.
oh yea and i'll had to eat today was 2 slices of pizza and a bottle of water.
current mood:  cranky
current music: humming of my computer
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Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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8:26 pm - call me a conformist but...
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i'm making a resume right now, I have a pretty good feeling about this job that this nice lady is helping me out with. Its corporate, I'll have to dress up daily, and best part..
i'll be making fucking bank. fuck clocking in. rock.
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3:36 pm - i'm fucking back...
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boston is an awesome city.
i didnt even see a single band at metal fest. Friday we said fuck it and said it wasnt worth it to go, and then saturday, soon as we showed up the electricity went out, so i had already missed the bands i wanted to see and we left. fuck it. but it was good seeing friends in traveling bands that i never get to see, rockin times.
i love every single person i hung out with. seriously instant BFF. haha
Sleeping bags suck.
so does hot smelly rooms with college boys.
but 200$ dinners are way sexy.
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Friday, April 30th, 2004
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10:18 pm - boylston
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So we're kickin it the dorm rooms.
This is a music school and every student here is amazing at something to do with music, wether it be an instrument or vocals and recording. Amazing kids i've met, and having an awesome time. although last night i was fucking hot and no hair and smelly room full of boys and the sleeping bag stuck to my body it was so hot.
I didnt go to metal fest today. ha i dont care, we changed our minds on it and figure we'll just go tomorrow for sure, besides thats when the best bands are. whtas up..
i dont miss cali at all. boston is so fucking cool. i love the buildings, the people the atmosphere, everything, i wish i went to this school.
byebye for now..
current mood:  artistic
current music: casey playin the guitar..
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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
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10:52 pm - guess what
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I got employee of the month at work. hooray for me. and a check for 50$..saweeet!
Boston in 2 days.
I just painted the grim reaper.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: samhain- horror biz
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Sunday, April 25th, 2004
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10:07 am - to take a chance of life again...
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Well I leave for boston on thursday and I dont have any of my shifts covered from work. whatever, they know where i'm going to be.
Last night we all hung out, went to the jacuzzi watched passing the guard at midnight but i slept the whole time. Speaking of sleep last night was the first actual full night of sleep Ive had in a very long time. I go to bed, i feel like i'm sleeping but the moment I need to wake up I felt like i havent been sleeping at all and I'm like that for the rest of the day, its probably by far the worse feeling in the world and I had it all last week.
Pride Fighting Championship on tonight. Randelman is gonna get his head kicked off.
My dad just handed me a bag of grenade water balloons.
Bagels are delicious. So are smoothies with boba.
I have a craving to see Throwdown.
I'm gonna get ready right now and cruise to HB. laters. <3333
current mood: awake
current music: dido
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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9:50 pm - to new beginnings
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So my day could have been a little bit better. I was all by myself the entire day. Sure I was with people around me but, I was alone, I didnt make any attempts to change that either.
Work was rather tiring, mainly because I was tired to begin with but I left early, on my own will. I have to be there bright and early tomorrow morning so i said "fuck it".
I'm excited about the weekend. I'm going to have to stress on not spending any money whats so ever due to the trip to bostonia! wooooo. I'm excited to hang out with benny. I knew him or who he was cause he was friends with my friends, but we hung out when he was back in town for a while, and it was awesome, so sleeping at his place will be righteous cause he's fuckin crazy..wooohooo metal fest. hehe
I did laundry, everything is so fresh in my room right now. mmm
ok i'm talking about bullshit. oh speaking of bullshit, the show Penn&Teller called Bullshit! fucking rules. sooo goood. if you havent seen it, they're selling the box set for about 30$ and its a must have.
love you all goodnight
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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10:03 am - ladies and germs..
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I have an eventful day ahead of me. I figure go to class.
Get my hair done.
Go to the gym. ( oh yea I've been into alot of that lately )
Relax, eat a good meal.
Then go to work for only 4 hours.
By then it'll be 8ish and I will hang out with my friends till i fall asleep.
There is nothing in my life to complain about. Everything I have I'm very thankful for.
ESPECIALLY this amazing new computer. but i bought that myself.
I wish all of you to have just as an amazing day i will have. <3333
I wanna tell an embarrassing funny, yet, sad story that happened to my friend the other day. Well we were taking out the trash, and when we got to the dumpster his foot slipped off the step and fell face planted on the dumpster. ooooooh man
NOW your turn, comment to me an embarrassing story or some shit to make me laugh.!!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: danzig-not of this world
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Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
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9:58 pm - whats important, is i'm here to stay.
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I want my friends and my family, all the loved ones in my life to understand that.
I want to make a comeback to livejournal. So here i'm come. this is my post for now and await more, I want tons of comments, i want to read tons of posts and I will comment on all of yours.
whose goin to new england metal fest??? I will see you there familiar faces.
Meet Joe Black is one of the saddest movies, but damn brad pitt looks good in a tux.
I now have mtv2 suddenly. rockin.
I'm missin out on the warriors show thursday night due to work.
but good ol' bxt are soon back in town. =)
goodnight everyone, we'll speak again soon.
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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8:43 pm - a little somethin to make time pass...
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BASICS...
Name: Ilayda
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: maybe someday
Height: 5'6
Shoe Size: 9 womens 7 mens
Hair Color: black and fading
Eye Color: hazel
Length: hmmmm
Siblings: zilch
LAST...
Movie You Rented: The Order. weird ass flick
Movie You Bought: usual suspects "that guys finger was in my asshole last night" hahahahahah
Song You Listened To: anberlin
Song That Was Stuck In Your Head: coldplay's "yellow"
CD You Bought: HIM, it was on sale at tower for 8$
CD You Listened To: anberlin
Person You've Called: my dad
Person That's Called You: AJ
TV Show You've Watched: dont recall
Person You Were Thinking Of: AJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ
DO...
You Have A BF Or GF: and i'm in looooooooooovee
You Have A Crush On Someone: fa shizzy
You Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else: oh my god must you ask.
You Think About Suicide: nah I think about killing others
You Believe In Online Dating: hahah losers
Others Find You Attractive: hopefully
You Want More Piercings: nah
You Do Drugs: nope
You Smoke: nope
You Like Cleaning: sort of. I like the feeling when its all done.
You Like Roller Coasters: fuck yea. 6 flags year pass and D-land.
You Write In Cursive or Print: CAPS
You Carry A Donor Card: no
FOR OR AGAINST...
Long Distance Relationships: NEVER! grrr
Using Someone: fuck you
Killing People: hmmm
Teenage Smoking: not around me fuckers
Doing Drugs: no no no
Premarital Sex: no no no
Driving Drunk: I'll kill you
Gay/Lesbian Relationships: hellaa
Soap Operas: eww
FAVORITE...
Food: pf changs coconut curry tofu.mmmm
Song: of all time? uuuhhh
Thing To Do: sleep, work, play, dance, love
Thing To Talk About: everything
Sports: volleyball. baseball, hockey.
Drinks: any fruit juice and pina coladas (virgin)
Clothes: hot jeans and a hot jacket and hot shoes.
Movies: duece bigalo..hhahahha
Band/Singer: coldplay
Holiday: my birthday haha.
Cars: 1956 gt cobra. Doesnt have to be authentic I'll manage a kit.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Cried Over A Boy/Girl: indeed
Ever Been In A Fist Fight: nah
Ever Been Arrested: ya
WHAT...
Shampoo Do You Use: this vegan rosemary mint stuff
Perfume Do You Use: happy
Shoes Do You Wear: saucony's, pumas, vans, TUK's
Are You Scared Of: disease.
NUMBER...
Of Times I Have Been In Love: twice
Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken: "you can sew it up but you still see the tear"~~~~ beau that was a good line my friend. what a keeper.
Of Hearts I Have Broken: EEk...none most likely
Of Continents I Have Lived In: 2
Of Drugs Taken Illegally: nooone
Of People I Would Classify As True, Could Trust With My Life Type Friends: i'm praying 3
Of People I Consider My Enemies: haha who knows i hate everyone
Of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper: once or twice
Of Scars On My Body: hmmm. 5/6
Of Things In My Past That I Regret: I cant regret anything even though I do. Everything I've gone through has shaped me to who I am today.
FAVORITE...
Disney Movie: lion king by faarr
Scent: nag champa lotion. I'm not diggin it
Word: rules
Nickname: luscious hahaha nah dont got one
Guy Name: babe
Girl Name: babe
Eye Color: deep blue aj
Flower: my beautiful orchid!!!!!
Piercing: conventional ears i guess. I'm starting to find piercings kinda ugly.
Actor: ewen mcgregor
Actress: ehhhh
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
Pretty: whatever
Funny: i make myself laugh
Hot: oh yea! pfff
Friendly: yea
Amusing: totally
Ugly: sometimes
Loveable: hehehe
Pessimistic:can be
Optimistic: most of the time its posi time
Caring: of course!
Sweet: yeaa
Dorky: hahah what else
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Saturday, January 31st, 2004
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6:42 pm - playin online awaiting my ride to madball
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
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11:59 pm - believe it!
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[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font=>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <font= 6> PRAYER FOR CLEANSING UNITE FOR ONE SHOW!! </font>
holy fuck.
north carolina is where its at.
video games rule.
current mood:  crazy
current music: jibber jab muuu haaa
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Thursday, December 25th, 2003
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12:40 am
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Everyone have a safe SAFE SAFE holiday.
Merry Christmas everyone.
with love,
ilayda <3
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12:13 am - This one looked worth my while. (thanx beau)
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1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I dont think i really do a good job at those. actually I know i dont. blah. EDGE is enough for me. word.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes, as a matter of fact aj's brother just had a baby. i went to the hospital and saw it. William Floyd Albert.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
my mom's cousin. never met him. but he died a drunk. good riddance
5. What countries did you visit?
mexico?
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
A FUCKING AUTOMOBILE! i guess a liscense too.
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I dono tonight was pretty fuckin awesome. I cant really remember anything from before i met AJ i dono...
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
leaving school and takin charge =)
9. What was your biggest failure?
being blinded and letting others lead me in direcions i didnt want to go.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
caught that nasty flu. cant recall. too tough.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
aj's playstation. word.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
total edge shout out.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
goddamn mom.
14. Where did most of your money go?
food! if i had all the money i spent on eating out i'd be rich.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
hmmm. the road trip we took to salinas. it was my first time away from home with friends for 3 days. sooo fun.
16. What songs/bands will always remind you of 2003?
MAE
suicide file
first blood
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
I'm beyond belief excited about life and my status at this point. I have everything i could ever want. except a liscense.
ii. thinner or fatter?
i'd say the same.
iii. richer or poorer?
richer i guess.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
lived life for myself and not try and please others.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
not care for others who didnt care back
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the parents. maybe stop by aj's. i feel apart of his family. there are gifts for me under his tree.
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
oh god yes..fucking HARD
23. How many one night stands?
zippo
24. What were your favourite TV programmes?
family guy. the bachelor
26. What was the best book you read?
i read two and they both sucked.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
same as the bands that remind me of 2003 i guess.
28. What did you want and get?
i always wanted someone to love me and take care of me and care for me like iwould care for them and i have it. he is the most beautiful person in the world.
29. What did you want and not get?
my liscense and a car.
30. What was your favourite film(s) of this year?
finding nemo
the hunted
did amelie come this year??
LORD OF THE RINGS
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17 and i did nothing with no one.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If it was more with the person i'm with now and less of the person iwas with.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
it changed from jeans and hoodies, to jeans and coats.
34. What kept you sane?
my friends and my music (2nd that)
35. Which celebrity/public figure(s) did you fancy the most?
ewen mcgregor. oh my _______
.36. What political issue stirred you the most?
there was a goddamn war.
37. Who did you miss?
too content for that shit
.38. Who was the best new person you met?
DUH
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
dont make others constantly happy when they're fucking ungrateful.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"you were the face in a faceless crowd"
current mood: cheerful
current music: misfits-where eagles dare
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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5:23 pm - gwen stefani needs not to look like madonna.
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I've been picking out classes for school that I start in February. I guess I'm excited. Working out ride situation sucks though. I'll have a car soon I promise!
AJ has a job now hooray for him.
I found a cute MembersOnly jacket from some thrift store the other day. Score!
Couple good shows comin up. Bummed I'm not at killing theory right now. (once again no car)
I'm beginning to feel the "holiday spirit". I wanna get gifts and goodies to friends but I'm just so poor. I'm sure a painting or two for my loved ones will do.
<3<3<3
current mood: cheerful
current music: torn in two
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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11:42 am - 12:48 tomorrow I find out if this shirt is mine!
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I bidded on amazing shirt on Ebay. I'm not gonna tell you which one cause with my luck you panzies will go steal it!
Yesterday was fun. AJ was a sweetheart and went and picked up Karin so her and I could play, we went to loco, ate, chatted, and by then it was night time and she went home. I've been hanging out with too many boys lately, i want more awesome girlfriends like her, or even if its just her im happy. =)
we then went back to aj's so he could be entranced in the game of "True Crime" its actually pretty cool. Think Max Payne meets grand theft auto. Then Morgan came and he cant sit around, so we ended up at the spectrum. Walked around there, yada yada yada. somehow we ended up with more people at ajs later and we played Catch Phrase until about 2 am or so, i think. It was fun. Definetly wanna do it again.
current mood: awake
current music: new most precious blood
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